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Tuesday, November 30, 2004


i think i am a 'used to' type of girl. used to have perfect eyesight..till after my As..used to have problem free skin (low maintenance kao biore and water only) type of girl..


now here are my problem areas..




*from dermalogica.com

but i tell him..for all these physical things i have lost..what i have in return..are the 'lines of wisdom'..hahah that's the fine lines for you!



Sunday, November 28, 2004


we had gone to watch shutter..

it's not as scary as i thought but quite a good watch. the main male character looked like anwar zain and the girl looked like a former colig..and what can i say after watching tis show?

that ghosts or spirits can probably be categorised as those with agenda or those without. the ones without are the indescriminate ones...

like sadako in the ring. i think she doesnt have any particular agenda. did she? she was just indescriminately killing any poor person who stumbled on the tape and watched it out of curiosity? that indescriminate haunting is scary..as for the spirits with an agenda....a wise person once said..

"be careful whose toes you step on today because they might be connected to the foot that kicks your ass tomorrow"

Friday, November 26, 2004


i am currently at this place called redhot. i could be at another called heavenandhell..hahahah..sounds cheesy but i like this part of town. it has old buildings, culture and food. and it's in the eastside!

been busy. and i forsee a busy dec too......i know now why people hire wedding planners..it's for people who dont have the time and who are in between yang kuasa dan yang tak kuasa put in effort to go through the wedding-do.


Sunday, November 21, 2004


my attempt to be the hostest with the mostest..hahaha..it's a lot of work eventhough we cheated. which is not such a bad thing.


tis one is rice cakes with mango salad. beta version.


gado-gado for the vegetarians






the cat acting haolian

Saturday, November 20, 2004


pardon me for my ignorance..but everyone starts somewhere..and this could be in my other blog. but let's just have it here.

was talking to a male non-muslim colig..coz he was wearing a nice gold ring. and i told him i wont get my FH a gold one coz muslim men cant wear gold so i told him probably i will get him something else like a platinum one..but to that he said he thought the reason muslim men cant wear gold is because it is a symbol of wealth and by donning themselves with gold encourages arrogance and show-offishness..however then he said platinum is at least twice more expensive than gold. so isnt that evidence of showing off?

it seems to be true the reason why gold is forbidden for muslim men. i was honestly ignorant of the reason till now..and i was stumped and embarrassed for a while. one of the reasons i can think of for the platinum is it looks like silver or any other metal..so whatever ring i will get him..hahaha i will get one that look like aluminum ke...steel ke..nobody shall know exactly wat metal it is. you wont know even if i got it from perlini's.

anyway, an interesting discussion. go see.






doesnt she look like she's in pmsy mood..

probably coz she had have to wait in the drizzling rain for a cab where in the first 20 min, batang hidung taxi pun tak nampak..and in the meantime ahpek ahpek naik basikal was eyeballing her. and calling for a cab was not very useful coz she had to wait for eternity to get hold of one which then arrived 15 mins later.

except that she probably was in a better situation coz her qipao was all black so she looked like she was going to a funeral. if it was one with some colourful lil flowers splattered on black or one that was red, she could pass off as some shanghai nights hostess.

and yes, i went to shanghai tang last night.





Friday, November 19, 2004


Try tis for the fun of it.

Ramalan Jodoh:
http://amir1.netfirms.com/ramalan.html

Hahahah..did it for him and me. Betul ke tak, tak tau..but macam accurate jugak.

Thursday, November 18, 2004


i relinquished the control of the cammy to the bro..coz i was busy with something else..but here's one of the few




Wednesday, November 17, 2004


i know what you did last raya...




do you? do you?

always forget how tiring and stressful it can be.






Saturday, November 13, 2004




he told me today that having a dream even if we dont get to realise it can keep us alive and motivate us. and i think a dream and a hope is what i always have in my heart for me to move on. and in the spirit of the coming syawal, we have to learn to let go of the pain and the hurt.

salam eidulfitri & maaf zahir batin.

Thursday, November 11, 2004



"When the innocent are murdered, we all go into the dark with them -ZS"


tis is the month for us to reflect. i am reflecting at this hour becoz of news which terribly upsets me..

i cant articulate my thoughts as well on it. in place i may, in the next few days share bits and pieces of excerpts of some reaadings which spoke to me. and these can be our food for thought as we near the end of ramadan.


"1. A Matter of Faith

- Desperately Seeking Paradise

"The members of the brotherhood believe themselves to be perfect in their faith.

Sardar makes an interesting comment on the perfection of their faith when he saw in the eyes of a member of the Brotherhood ‘the light of the certainty and faith.’

He says, “… faith is never certain; by its very nature it hovers constantly near doubt. My own faith went up and down like a yo yo! As an imperfect individual, I thought, I could only have imperfect, but dynamic faith that keeps me constantly on the verge of doubt.”
- ZS"





- No matter how good a person you are you will not go to Paradise if you do not have true faith.

The general understanding of this statement is that all Muslims, by virtue of the fact that they believe in one God and Prophet Muhammad being His last prophet, are assured a place in paradise after being punished for their sins. On the other hand, all other people, who do not believe in the basic faith of Islam, forever will be condemned to Hell after being rewarded for their good deeds.

Now, there are billions of non-Muslims. In fact, 80% of the world population is not Muslim, primarily because they happened to be born in other faiths and are sincere followers of their faiths. Most of them are wonderful human beings living a virtuous life. For Muslims to claim that all of them are condemned to hell because they have not recited the ‘Shahada’, seems very severe and smacks of arrogance.

An appropriate approach to this issue would be to believe that the decision as to who will go to Paradise and who will not is something only Allah knows. He is just and His mercy is boundless. He is the one who will judge who has the true faith and
who does not and He is the one who will judge the acts of each one of us and will decide our fate. We mortal human beings cannot and should not play God.
-Dr W Siddiqee"

Wednesday, November 10, 2004


you know what i have been doing this morning after sahur? not forgetting the prayers of coz...

i have been surfing for our holiday destinations..wooohooo.. it got me all excited.

AND...you know how everyone's been saying they like the minimalist style and all that. i found one perfect spot for the minimalists. and i am not talking about the $10 a night backpacker haunt with complimentary centipede dropping on the bed type of place.

this has to be IT in when it comes to minimalist understated cool.

so lovely. but nah...we wont be going there for the honeymoon.

Tuesday, November 09, 2004


i havent done this for a long time...

am actually embarassed by the results. somehow.

i was initially a





You Are a Snarky Blogger!






then i redid and got this..





You Are a Pundit Blogger!







but it cant be! coz i cringe at my own writings.
the difference between the two above results..coz i cant decide the answer to the last question, 'why do you blog?' its a combination of it being an outlet for me to amuse myself (really) and to think out aloud.


Monday, November 08, 2004



"notes from the writer/director

I made my first film "Rabun" as a way of saying to my parents, "See? I know all your nonsense and your craziness, but I love you anyway." "


i love the above quote. becoz it reminds me of my relationship with my parents. i have parents who are not the typical convential textbook parents. especially as i got older, i got to see their craziness and idiosyncracies..but i will never be what i am now if my parents were like any other. and have to say i love them in my own ways. even if we dont show it all the time.

anyway, guess what. i found her blog.

http://yasminthestoryteller.blogspot.com

and oh yah, sepet is back on screen for another run. limited time only.





i have that foto up so we all know what tis entry is all about. i dragged him to geylang a few hours after buka so that i can satisfy my craving for the burger.

i wonder if this thing has a cult following...until recently there was no need for advertising, the yumminess of it all spread by word of mouth..even my chinese friends had been egging me to go geylang to get a bite of it...and sometime ago, with the meat restriction (is it already legal now?), some poor guy was jailed for smuggling in the beef . such length to get our beloved 'just taste even MUCH better' burger.

i am not sure what is the lure that i can ignore the artery choking soaked in margarine patty, the fact that i am not too sure which part of the cow i am chewing into. but nevermind..all the fat makes it even extra gooooooooood..

this isnt going to be the first and last online tribute to this delicacy. but this is my contribution..last night, we waited patiently in line for our specials.

this was how they were done.




sorry, no picts of the finished goods here coz that will be baaad. bulan puasa. oh, yah, as always, no personal picts of us devouring them either.


to make up for it, here's some stuffs you can chew on:

* BURGER Ramly started out as a small family business operated from a mobile kiosk on Lorong Haji Hussin in Kuala Lumpur in 1979.The special family recipe was cooked up by Mr Ramly Moknin, then 27. It soon became a hit among Malaysians.

The family has set up several processing factories since then. And they have a website!

http://www.ramly.com.my//

* ST had a "How to Cook the Burger Ramly Special"

http://straitstimes.asia1.com.sg/mnt/media/image/launched/2004-01-11/ramly_0111.html

* and my own favourite review of one of our 'it's so sinful but it's so goooood' food:

http://fairy.mahdzan.com/story/197.asp




Sunday, November 07, 2004


read her blog. i like.

http://mokciknab.blogspot.com/

they had an article yesterday on young singaporeans to watch out for. most of them are in the their 30+. which made me wonder, is that sort of a benchmark age? like quarter life is one point when you say, wait a minute, where am i heading now? is 30 odd or specifically early 30s the time when you sit back and see where you've been so far?

~naively thinking at 20 something.

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Any clues for cleaning kitchen cabinets?

From servicemaster.com:

If the kitchen is the heart of the home, you have to expect your kitchen cabinets to get their share of grease and grime. The oil slick that has developed on your cabinets (especially around the handles) is a mix of kitchen grease, food smears, skin oil, and hand lotion that's transferred to the doors. According to the professionals at regular all-purpose cleaners won't cut through that combination, which explains the stubborn stickiness. Here are their recommendations for returning kitchen cabinets to their clean and smooth best.

You should only have to give your kitchen cabinets a good washing every year or so. Keep a spray bottle of all-purpose cleaner within reach all year round to spot-clean after heavy kitchen use.

Most cabinets are factory-manufactured and -finished, and even wooden ones have enough varnish or other protective coating on them to use a cleaning solution safely. However, never use acids or powdered cleansers on cabinets.

Cleaning manmade materials
If your cabinets are plastic laminate (Formica®) or other plastic, metal, painted metal or glass, you can wash them all over with a strong alkaline cleaner purchased from a janitorial supply store, or a heavy-duty cleaner from the supermarket. Follow these steps:

Mix the cleaner according to the product's directions.
Apply the solution with a sponge and let it sit a minute or two.
Scrub lightly where needed with a white, nylon-backed sponge.
Squeeze the grimy suds from your sponge into the sink or a slop market, not into your cleaning solutions.
Rinse with a damp cloth and wipe dry with a terry cleaning cloth. This will remove any last traces of scum, and leave the cupboards clean and gleaming.

~ here goes

Saturday, November 06, 2004



the choc chip cookies that i had done earlier..i first tried making them for raya in 2002..the last time when i was also oh so free..i even got the recipe down on a site. so here it is for some who had asked.

there comes a point however in the cookie/kuih baking expedition that i choose to embark on some hari raya seasons..where i think i had enough. the ghost of martha stewart in me has been fully exorcised...and i am ready to move on to other things like....

* spring cleaning *


but before that! today i did another cookie. to tell the truth, there's only two cookies i can confidently bake on my own with the assurance that they will turn out edible. one is my chocchip cookie and the other one is this cornflake cookie.

the cornflake cookie recipe can be found in the chefwan baking book..this year however,unfortunately for me, i have misplaced the book, and ermmm i din blog or have the recipe online either. searched high and low everywhere but still cant find it. my mum cant exactly remember the recipe either..so i gave up on kellogs.. and did something else out of the belen belen (remaining) materials..


aaahh.. i dun do traditional cookies you see, but i am going to start my own tradition with these ones.



somehow they remind me of the type of cookies that lil girls may well serve in their masak masak tea parties, dont they? ..but of coz..after all the creator of these cookies was playing masak-masak in her kitchen...

anyway, i am calling them twinkie-stars. phyz has volunteered to finish them off for me if nobody else will :)






Friday, November 05, 2004


the other night was on the phone and having a conversation when he said i was talking like the way i blog..shouldn't it be the other way round? i blog like the way i talk?

i have been blogging almost everyday tis week..eventhough i'd wanted to blog less..maybe coz i am in a more introspective mood these days..or becoz i have always have too many thoughts on my mind. which is a
good thing then,as i told him, i would bother him less, rite?
without the blog(s), i would possibly bug him more.

actually, the truth is i am on a semi-leave now so i am relatively free.yes.

also, i have been blogging quite a bit about food and cooking tis month. wonder why, eh?

i shall therefore blog about something else now..

so g.w/b/u/s/h won, making it an anti-climax of an election. what surprises us probably was the huge voter turn out that we thought was a sign that they were desperate to oust him.

but we were wrong.

the droves that turned out and turned the tide will probably go to bed now
believing the lord will save us now. a.men.

saying that, the results however did not totally surprise me. as i told him the other day, maybe it's the end of the ____________ as we know it..

its not a comforting thought..and it is a scary thought. if he is keeping his self-serving advisors, we'll probaly see more of his damaging misguided policies.
but really, i was thinking, with another term, here is another chance for him to go on and self-destruct and convince once and for all how stupid and dangerous he is..

and if i did not say it clearly..tis is what i mean..


"...this election is not about John Kerry. If he were to win, his dearth of charisma wouldlikely ensure him a single term.

He would face challenges from within his own party and a thwarting of his most expensive initiatives by a Republican Congress. Much of his presidency would be absorbed by trying to clean up the mess left to him in Iraq. He would be 'constrained by the swollen deficits and a ripe target for the next Republican nominee.

It is, instead, an election about the presidency of George W. Bush.
To the surprise of virtually everyone, Bush has turned into an important president, and in many ways the most radical America has had since the 19th century.
Because he is the leader of America’s conservative party, he has become the Left’s perfect foil—its dream candidate.

The libertarian writer Lew Rockwell has mischievously noted parallels between Bush and Russia’s last tsar, Nicholas II: both gained office as a result of family connections,both initiated an unnecessary war that shattered their countries’ budgets. Lenin needed the calamitous reign of Nicholas II to create an opening for the Bolsheviks. - amconmag.com"


" As I see it, nothing short of a Texas-sized disaster is going to break the country out of this polarized deadlock—and George W. Bush and his neo-con cronies seem uniquely qualified to deliver in this regard. However, if Bush and company are thrown out of office now, it will just be pass-the-buck attack dog politics ......

..since whoever inherits the current economy, Baby Boomer domestic demographics and quagmire in Iraq is going to have a very tough time looking good after four years in office. Thus in reality, by letting George W. Bush stay in office for four more years, Democrats will just be giving him enough rope to hang not only himself but the entire Republican party-mereislam.info"



Thursday, November 04, 2004


the hari raya mood had not sunk in yet for me till tonite.

tonite i baked my first batch of cookies..and err....to tell the truth, i got a sudden urge to bake becoz of some luvlies whom i wanted to present the cookies to. i had some vague plans to bake for hari raya but it was just some vague plan.



now i am glad i got off my lazy ass to start baking my humble easy peasy home-economics classic chocolate-chip cookies (which to me however doesnt taste too shabby)..and now its got me inspired to make my vague plan more concrete for raya.



while baking, my mum reminisced about the days when she was a kid in the old house. how the women folks would gather together and in a collective effort bake several different types of kuih raya. and she talked about a few of the matriaches that had left us..and that is when she got me so emo..see i am becoming like an old makcik ..



and i am going to scare him right here by saying, that maybe i shall uphold this tradition.. that in baking these cookies i have this secret hope that one fine day in the future i will have a baking session with my kids, doing the very same home-economics chocchip cookies ..which we will eat hot from the oven, or have them dunked in some cold milk..hahahah..sound so domestic and maternal right.

and i have even bizare thoughts on food..hahah..this must be an unconscious effect of this book which i read years ago..LWFC. i love to eat, and for the few who had seen me express myself whenever i have a good bite of my favourite food..i wish for the day that the stuffs i can conjure will have that same effect on my luv ones...now i just need him to give me some rose petals and i'll get the quail.

On 'like water for chocolate':

"The kitchen becomes a veritable reservoir of creative and magical events, in which the cook who possesses this talent becomes artist, healer, and lover.

Culinary activity involves not just the combination of prescribed ingredients, but something personal and creative emanating from the cook, a magical quality which transforms the food and grants its powerful properties that go beyond physical satisfaction to provide spiritual nourishment as well."

Tuesday, November 02, 2004



IN SEARCH OF HOBBITS AND ORANG PENDEK IN THE MALAY ARCHIPELAGO

apart from that presidential elections, the world press had in the last few days got excited, or at least in geekdom, with the discovery of a new species of 'humans', the homo floresiensis . and one that also had the press exclaiming, Tolkien was right! Hobbits once did inhabit this planet..

"On the island of Flores in the Malay Archipelago, scientists have found remains of a race of three-foot high humans who hunted pony-sized elephants and rats as big as dogs and who battled dragons with saliva laced with deadly bacteria."- Guardian

this is exciting coz it means there was another species that co-existed with our 'ancestors', homo erectus, and this requires a relook at the history of evolution of modern man.

"Instead of following a simple evolutionary path culminating in modern humans - Homo sapiens - the discovery of LB1 suggests early humans branched into many more forms than previously thought - some of which survived until very recently.-New Scientist"

and also new evidence which says that if you have small brain/head, doesnt mean you are stupid.

"The find also shows that small-brained humans could evolve without losing much of their intelligence.-New Scientist"

well, okay, the small brain part is actually my own interpretation.


what is very exciting also ...

"Now the hunt is on for living relatives of Flores's little folk.
Local legends speak of a tiny race of jungle dwellers called the Ebu Gogo, not just on the island but around the rest of the Malay Archipelago, a string of mysterious tropical islands - home to orang-utans, giant turtles and rare birds and bats - that spread like jewels between Asia and Australia.

Strange little people hiding in this exotic jungle"


actually, there is already a search going on..for another hobbit-like cryptid which has no proven relation to the newly discovered man of flores..but nevertheless is known as "orang pendek". i am serious. go google "ORANG PENDEK" and see what you get.

they have found foot prints and fine reddish/orange hair so far, but no conclusive scientific sightings as yet. so, as i was telling phyz last night, and now to all of you who now know of this scentific endeavour..if you DO know of sightings or come across any strange mysterious ORANG PENDEK especially those with fine orangish hair, while traipsing around in geylang, marsiling, woodlands or anywhere else in our exotic jungle...

don't hesitate, report them to the science centre, ya.


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the theory of evolution is itself very debatable. for muslims, on the side of the creationists, the idea itself is blasphemous, if you have a lot of spare time,, may want to read the free downloadable copy of harun yahya's refutations to this darwinian theory from his site.

part of me however actually believe in this theory..the ape to man story is of coz hard to swalllow..but the facts on mutation, theory on natural selection and survival of the fitest, shows that there exist a body of evidence. and we have also been asked to look at worldy evidence as testaments to god's work.. i know the theory is but a theory..not sure if this is a contradictory thing. so only sure thing i can say about the darwinian debate is, only god knows.


*addendum: i hope i din offend anyone, especially if vertically challenged, on the last para on the search for orang pendek. it was meant to be tongue in cheek.



Monday, November 01, 2004


had caught a play over weekend..despite its rather funny tittle..it's not entirely a very funny show. its more of a dark comedy. and my friend compared it to watching a lars von trier movie.



one of the things i like about the show is the name of the place it was supposed to be set in. saitang. my friend told me it means SHITHOLE in one dialect. and the people who live there are known as saitangers..which make them SHITHOLERS.

this play was about exploring the dark side of human nature..and my take on it, i see a part of it being about people desperate enough they will do anything (especially when it comes to monetary gains). yet at the same time trying to justify their actions with skewed sense of moral superiority.

so i thought it was really apt to have it set in SHITHOLE of a place inhabited by SHITHOLERS.

*anyway its run is over. the acting was quite alright, the best of coz was from the lead actor(ess)