some cleansing

i was at the hospital today for a lil procedure. looking back at it, i am actually slightly amused (explains why i was rather calm) in addition to being thankful of course.

you know, when one goes beyond the MID to the LATEs, apart from the ocassional unpleasant inspections infront of the mirror, and the worries of crows feet, and sagging rear..(yes i DO worry about these) the body seems to start throwing in a few surprises or two. it seems to have these dramas to tell you that 'hey, you're getting older!'

this year, i had two such occurences. sure sign that i am not what i used to be, and knowing what my insurance covers has never interested me more. if you have not experience any drama, lucky you.

for us who have, maybe its due to the very unhealthy habits that we have been accumulating. or maybe not. maybe there's some reason, maybe there just isnt.

now i tend to watch out for a few things that i thought i wouldnt care about (like MUST have SPF on my face now) and i think i just have to work harder at a few things (MUST find those jogging shoes!)

anyway, i think the coming weeks will be a good time to have perhaps some system overhaul. think i need one for sure. in more ways than one.