No Hike

its a bout a week before we are off for our break..and i feel there might be a change to myplans, much to my dismay :(

we may not be going hiking up any mountains.
for reasons like we are broke..or rather he is broke firstly since it is insurance and road tax time (grrr........) and secondly he will be going for another endau rompin trip later in the month and he has been saying "walau, u want me to go for a siong trip when both of us as you know have been having a siong time at work recently"

since i am also certifiably unfit and developing love handles in the process this past few weeks...i am unsure whether i can make it myself.

i have this scenario in my head of us going hiking..and i end up whining and him scolding me for being so gungho.

since i am NOT going to finance the whole trip. and no mummies or daddys of ours are going to finance the trip, in fact i have a feeling they are slightly puzzled and wary at out choice of destination ( and we had not even revealed our planned itinery)..

i had come up with an alternative challenge. to go back to our student days way of travelling. since we are both quite dry. my suggestion to him since he doesnt want to spend, is that we limit ourselves to $100-$150 for the entire 7D/6N trip per person. that means about $20+ a person a day.

on my part, i have already been witholding taking out the card and booking any accomodations online..an act which suprises him especially for the first night stay . he has been saying "but we are arriving there at 6 in the evening right?"

but since we are going to be cheapskate, i figured we go cheapskate all the way and just turn up and look for rooms at guesthouses with rates of $10 a night. hmmmph....

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we went out for dinner with the family and kids last night. and it made me a lil bit more sad about my hiking trip.

if there is anything for me to say about it, maybe it's that i am still selfish. i still need to have my personal endeavors and quests. and i was thinking, if i am not going to do it this holiday, i may not be able to do it any other time : |