a few people have asked me how it has been conducting a part of my job. it has been good. and i love that particular part where i hold centerstage infront of a few hundreds. it is not as unnerving as it may seem unless of course a vip comes in to observe..then it'll probably get one to feel slightly nervous. but as always the case, this anxiety will dissapear once you forget that the person is there at all..

so today i told phyz..that on that monday when i held one session. i actually felt like a powerful person..hahaha sounds silly. but it was true. it wasnt particularly a good start to the week coz i had a busy weekend. so i was in partial bitch mode..meaning i wasnt feeling so pleasant. but i didnt bark. this one just had to pause. stare. though once in a while i had to pause and tick one or two for showing signs of simple harmonic motion.

i have to tell you, all in all, i love my charges. i am very fortunate. the ones i get, most of them make a captive audience. most importantly i can see a spark in some of them. they ask a lot of questions. and both parties learn. so we are like a coalition of the willing towards one goal. which is good. there a few slack ones and a few weaker ones of course..but i just think sometimes give them time..they will wake up from whatever stupour they are in. we know both of us did in the end.

tomorrow there will be a preview for the d i m s u m dollies..it'll cost 10 buckz ..since it is a preview afterall..and it comes with a pint of stout.yucks. but it has to be stout since it is part of that brand comedy night series. of coz i dun drink..so the stout is quite useless. the next question is if i will have the energy to go over...